Hanagata x Fujima: Loving
Hanagata Part
After school.
Raining.
Hanagata was walking back home.
Then he saw a familiar shadow wandering around Shoyo. After thought for a while, he walked beside that shadow.
"... Waiting for Fujima?"
Hanagata smiled, and said.
The shadow seemed to be shocked. She turned around and found that it was Hanagata, and slowly put up a smile.
"No. We broke up already."
She turned her sight down, onto the ground, said.
Hanagata got a bit shocked. As he was about to ask, the girl said.
"I just come to have a glance at Fujima. He's still the one I love, but, I prefer to love him in a different way."
She looked up, and gave out a smile.
Hanagata could see the smile was sad and empty.
"Why?"
He slowly asked.
The girl thought for a while, and began.
"I like his eyes, his water-blue eyes. I could feel myself melt when he gazed at me. But yet, when I come closer, I know that that was not the eyes I longing for."
She paused, and then continued.
"He had never ever put his sight on me. Though his eyes were fixing at me, his sight was somewhere far away. What left behind was a pair of emotionless and lifeless blue crystal balls. Beautiful but untouchable. I had never reach his heart, and he had never open his heart to me either."
"I don't wanna realize this fact. I do wanna sink into my own dream but, I woke up finally. I could see that what he love is someone far away, that I could never change this fact. I choose to step back, and keep a distance with him. So that I could have love him forever, in this distance. I don't want myself to hate him."
The girl slowly closed her eyes.
Hanagata couldn't say a word to comfort her, or, he didn't know how to comfort.
Then the girl smiled.
"Sorry to border you. I am going now."
She said.
"Not waiting for Fujima?"
Finally Hanagata heard himself asking.
But the girl smile once again, and started walking away.
Then, after a few steps, she turned around and ask.
"Had Fujima ever tell you my name?"
Hanagata turned silence. His silence immediately answered the question.
"Nevermind."
The girl put up an empty smile, and walked away.
Hanagata's department.
Hanagata sat down on the sofa, watching at the TV.
His sight follows the TV show, he tried to concentrate but yet he couldn't.
His mind was blank.
Slowly, he put down his glasses and covered his face with his hands.
I like you, Hanagata.
Yeah, he heard what Fujima had said.
...what he love is someone far away
The girl's sentence shocked him.
He dunno what to do.
As he knew that he loved Fujima as well.
He could cheat if that was a one-side love.
But after knowing Fujima's heart, he don't think he could cheat anymore.
Slowly, he grabbed the keys and rushed out the department in the rain.